I cannot tell

how your present in my life brings this heart to always love.
In every tick of the time.
Yes i'm hurt very much but it heals when i feel your love.
Simultaneously.
But love always stronger than hate.

I know it was just a while.
You're very special to me.
How i wish i could proove it to you.
But i can only talk.

But they said talk is cheap.
I know now that i'm still poor.

I lied

Good morning sunshine!

*light up first cigarette

Productive day ahead
Bismillah.

This is not goodbye, this is just the beginning

Yes, of course i miss you too.

but I have to go for a while.
we never parted my dear,
never.

Only

death

can

separate

us

for

a while...

I'll see you in heaven one day.

if not we could switch places.
I can burn forever.
I just want you to smile for eternity.
and never that smile would fade.

Smile for me my dear or for the sake of yourself.
Yourself that matters the most my sweet.


if fate would let me cross into your life again.
I would say.

hey you,
*hat on my chest
*Smile

Postcards

I’m sending postcards from my heart,
With love for a postmark and then,
You’ll know that you make me,
Feel like we’ve been caught.
Like kids in the school-yard again.
And I can’t keep it to myself.
Can’t spell it any better,
L-O-V-E forever.
I hope you know that I’m,
Sending a postcard,
I don’t care who sees what I’ve said.
Or if the whole world knows what’s in my head.


*James Blunt - poscards
que

James Blunt - Heart to Heart

CALLING FOR DINA ZAMAN!!!

i wish i could meet you dear.
Maybe one day.
Maybe!

InsyaAllah!

Coffee

I drive to my favourite place just now.

opened my spotify and after that youtube to enjoy my moment with some good music.

unzipped my bag and took out Korean pack of Marlboro light Gold.
lighted my cigarette while enjoyed the view from the inside of my car that was parked near a peaceful lake.

*drag my cigarette

and it was my favourite moment.
peaceful.
I smiled and I was happy.
Although my head keep on analyzing stupid things that was not stupid.
It was a good memory.

But i have to keep it in the back of my head and let it sink.

Never to forget.

and keep on driving like nothing happened.

let it rest and let my heart taste it until it is bitter.

Let it all rush through my blood and veins.

Let me be stronger.

eh...

wait...

I smelled like coffee.
*chuckles.

New coming

Sudah lama agaknya tidak menjengah.

*sapukan habuk-habuk

Ya aku kembali.
Moga Tuhan berkati.

rindunya.
*senyum

Theres too many things I wanna write.
but for now...
life is kindda red, orange, black and white.

but still that never stop me for being the best.
The best at heart.
The best to live and walk the earth.
The best that ever to come.

Pray. and I always pray for me, them.
Whoever you're that read this for now.
I say hi to you.
This is me the new...

Kuncara Yuwa Owel.