INSANE/SAINT

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
IM FUCKED YOU KNOW.
FUCKED!

I RARELY CURSE BUT STILL I RESTRAIN MYSELF TO DO SO.
AND I'M SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS RIGHT NOW.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

OH LORD HEAR ME OUT.

I WANT PEACE AND I WANT LOVE!

IS IT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

IF IT IS.
WELL I'M SORRY OKAY!
I'M SORRY!!!

AND NO INTOXICANT MAY RECOVER ME.
AND I DON'T KNOW WEATHER TO BE SAD OR MAD.
ALTHOUGH THE TWO WORDS RHYME TOGETHER.

MAYBE THIS IS THE PROCESS OF BEING INSANE.

OR SAINT.

A dagger, A heart. together.

I can hear tune of piano in my ear.

It was a sad, sad rhythm.

I saw you with my heart, mind.

Always felt like the first time. Always.

I never left.

You did dear...

You did...

And you take my heart and put it in a dark chest with a dagger pierce through it.

Just wait for it to be numb. Fade.

Yes, you

That sweet face of yours i cannot imagine at all.

The veil that covers.

Make me shiver.

In happiness or in pain.

You're there again and again.

Only God can pair us up.

Over the silver lining of the cloud.

You're just lovely and sweet.

Nothing

You're the wicked witch that fall in love with a cheater.

Well, i know i just don't fit in the story.

I'll proove it

One day you'll see.

I'll be a better person than all of you!!!!

You'll see!

Living heartless man

I waited outside.

In the winter snow.

Till summer melt it all away.

autumn leaves fall.

Darlin'

I'm here watching you with her.

Fighting.

Kissing

Killing.

I'm guessing;

Shes your life.

I never wanted to take your life away

Llike you did to mine.

"You are my life..."

I whisper to myself.

Tears froze on my face.

I wish i would go insane.

It would be easier. 

Or worst.

I don't know.

Friends

They always stabbed in each others back;

but now and then they pull out their knife and keep them for later.

"You're stupid sometimes."

"Yes I am but I'm your closed friend, remember?"

"So I'm stupid too then?"

"You're special kind of stupid."

"I love you."

"I'm not gay you know."

"Yeah I know! but i am."

"I love you anyway..."

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They are stupid.
but they help each other in whatever situation except when they're killing one another.

They can ripped each others chest and pull out two hearts.
Exchange of hearts.

sew it again.

stab again. ripped again. sew again.

until every pieces of them are with each other.

They smiled as cut each others throat simultaneously for the last time.