A letter to you

 Dear you, 

You made it this far and I am so proud of you.

I remember like it was yesterday, you playing with your friends. Riding your cool BMX bicycle your mother bought you. Your first day of school. You got bullied for the first time. Playing video games at your neighbor's house. Then your mother bought you your own Playstation so that you won't have to fight to play. Then you made friends and best friends along the way. You graduated and published some papers. Although you feel like lacking something remember that you've always had fun living your life even if you're not working yet. You don't have to follow other people's 'timeline'. You have your own 'timeline' that God made you, you. Your own special story for you to tell.

From the start you're so smart. You can fix things, build things like cardboard boat that have its own engine. At that time you're just nine! nobody could do that. You have this imagination that could make you want to build something or fix things. Thats special! Now you're learning to ease people's heart. Even you're quiet but you have a compassionate heart. It's expensive to access that these days. Your values, skills. You enjoy doing that. That's your treasure to keep. Helping people write and give them ideas. Even you want to teach others. That is amazing traits that you have. 

Now tell me have you even accepted that? Accept that you're special to me. I love you no matter what you did. I still need you in my life forever. Maybe one day other people will need you too. So live your life and enjoy every bits of it. God will heal you as time passes by slowly and naturally. Just enjoy the ride and smile. Hehehe... Go for it!

Love,

Me.