Nothingness

It's really painful until no tears is left for me to cry it out.
I can never say anything to anyone.
I feel awful.
like i'm gonna puke blood.
I'm a mess.
empty inside like a walking zombie.


I want to live once again.
I'm sorry God.

Forgive me.

Tenteram

Masih aku ingat jemari kamu menyentuh jemari aku.

Sentiasa aku menyembunyikannya. 

I have nothing

If you knew.

I lost everything in my life.

Its like i have no reason to live anymore.

Im sinking and nobody noticed.

Nobody really cared in this world.

I guess this is goodbye.

Forever.

Deep sorrow

I need you so bad that it hurts.

Now i know the feelings.

And i'm very sorry about it.

I hope god punish me enough.

So everyone would not get hurt because of me. 

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for missing you.

Dear self

Dear self,

I know you're hurt.

I know you'd always cry yourself to sleep everynight.

Just be patient ok.

Allah knows whats good for you. 

And i know its not fair.

But trust me. Allah is fair.

Hoca

Kehidupan adalah mahaguru bagi dunia dan akhirat.

Bertapa kau mahukan dunia yang kau tahu tak bisa kau raih.

Salah sama sekali.

Tetapi hidup pasti tetap berjalan.

Walau sakit, kecewa sekalipun.

Biar akal di depan.

Belajarlah si jauhari.

Psudoaccidentally Transform

Masih lagi di sudut pseudo penjara.
Tak reti-reti nak keluar dari pintu yang senantiasa buka.
Apa yang susah sangat?
Keluar je.
Jangan tengok belakang dah.
Kau takut tertinggal 'dia' di belakang ke?
Alah dia tu diri kau jugak.
Hidup dan mati kau jugak.
Acknowledge dia sekali.
Dia sebahagian dari diri.
Dia takkan sakiti orang lah.
Jangan kau takut.

Permata

Cahaya mentari menyilaukan mata.
bangkitnya permata dunia.

Cuma kasih yang cekalkan hati.
yang membangkitkan.
Ia tidak melemahkan.
Tidak pernah sama sekali.

Biarkan sejarah berlalu.
Cuma jadikan polaris masa lampau itu bekalan.
Tidak ku kata hidup itu mudah bagi seorang manusia.
Tetapi terletaknya permata ditiap dada kita.
Menguatkan setiap langkah yang lemah.
Percayalah.

Kuncara Yuwa Owel

Hati aku terasa mati;

semaki akalku. 

Terseksa kesemuanya.

Cuma aku atas ranjang merenung segala terimbas. 

Bertemankan cuma belati. 

Menunggu ajal yang dibuat sendiri. 

Keseorangan aku hidup bertemankan sepi.

Selamanya.

The end

I'm so upset.

I can't even describe it.

It's ok if Allah wants me to be this situation.

Bcause Allah's decision is far more greater than mine.

Beruntung

Jauhari.

Aku masih beruntung.

Masih adanya lagi doa kedua ibu bapa buat ku.

Anak mereka yang satu-satunya.

Kasih cinta yang tidak pernah berbelah bahagi.

Ya jauhari.

Aku masih beruntung punya sahabat-sahabat yang senantiasa mengingatiku tentang Sang Pencipta;

Yang selayaknya kasihku dicurahkan.

Ya jauhari, aku amatlah beruntung.

Hilang.

Aku perlu lupakan dikau.

Kerana kau permataku yang hilang.

Dan hati ini tidak mungkin terisi lagi.

Biar hati ku menjadi malang.

Tapi tidaklah hidupku. 

Seka

Aku terimbas satu ketika aku menangis.

Air mataku mengalir menyentuh bibir lalu jatuh ke jemarimu.

Hangat tanganmu menyeka air mataku lembut.

Matamu melihatku dengan pandangan curiga.

Tetapi bibir kamu terkunci seakan memahami kesakitanku.

Kau usap bahu aku.

Kau tenangkan hatiku.

Penuh kasih sayang.

Terima kasih atas memori seindah kamu.

Walau jelek

Jikalau suatu hari nanti tiada yang mahu mendekati kamu;

dipinggirkan.

Akan aku ada.

Walau repot sekalipun.

Aku ada.

Walau kau sudah melupakan aku;

tidak mengapa.

Janji ingatan aku utuh sentiasa mengingati kamu.

Mengintai

Aku cukup tak sabar melihat kau dewasa. 

Sentiasa gembira megintai kau dari jauh. 

Tersenyum

"Well i think that you really love her".

"Nahh... I think not". 

Masih lagi deny dengan perasaan sendiri.

Dan sepintas waktu kau teringat akan mata yang terpantul dari cermin membalas pandangan kau.

Kau tertunduk malu dan berlalu pergi.

*tersenyum

Fear

I fear that I would make you thrown in the  depth of hell.

I'm a sinner you see.

Let me sin.

But you--

You are something that i would never harm. 

Not even a prick of thorn. 

Red riding hood

Bcause u are my red headed girl. 

My red riding hood that i never meet. 

You're like my favourite slave. 

That i cannot live without.

Thy slave which enslave me.

The Dreamer

Your lips touched the edges of the coffee cup.

Without even disturbing the foam as u sip.

My eyes and lips smiled as the time flew by.

Like The Thinker.

But you are always The Dreamer.

Just stop right there!

I really want to be happy.

I dont want to cry anymore.

Im tired of this.

I'd always wanted to be trusted by my own family.

I'd always wanted to have someone that cared for me in whatever situation im in.

I'd always wanted to fit in easily like everybody else.

I'm tired of being a black sheep.

I guess, i just have to face it. You can never get what u want in life but you will always get what u need. Just be thankful and be patient. 

Recall

I looked deeply into your eyes as you said,

"It's bcause shes always the one that i really want to be with."

Forward

In the shore across the sadness.

It's said that a smile is there.

And when we arrive there.

What will wait us there?

It's not for running away.

It's to chase the dream.

Should have gone to a trip.

On that far summer day.

If only i can see tomorrow.

Then I will not breathe a sigh.

Like a boat sailing against the stream.

Now , you must go forward.

If the rain clouds disappear.

Shall the wet road shine.

Only the darkness will tell me

The strong strong light

Strongly, go forward!

A letter to God

Dear Allah.

Will you forgive me for all the things i had done?

And for wasting my time forgeting bout You. 

i really wanted to thank you. 

Really. For giving me the opportunity to see her again. 

I'm satisfied. 

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Di atas kaki sendiri

Tidaklah Allah memberi sesuatu yang aku mampu.

Hanya dia mengetahui diri aku.

Walau aku pendosa tegar.

Aku rasa perlu buat sesuatu yang besar.

Dan aku mendongak dagu melihat sang langit.

Luas.

Akan tetapi luas lagi CintaNya.

Tiada manusia bisa menampung cinta sebesar dan seagung itu.

Biar aku lalui jalan nan perit.

Jalan peritnya menyendiri.

Akhir nanti pasti aku faham kesemuanya.

Bersyukur semahunya.

Wake up man!

Before you could live, you're dead.

Before you could be happy, you're sad.

And before you can succeed, you failed lad.

--KuncaraOwel

If you suffer from depression please hear this song and feel it. 

Eminem - not afraid

Creme de la Creme

Akan aku pastikan dan aku jadikan diri aku creme.

Amongst semua  la creme.

Agar suatu hari nanti. 

Kemarahan yang aku lama pendamkan.

Kemarahan yang aku simpan dengan penuh tekanan.

Bisa aku keluarkan semuanya dengan intelek di minda.

Bagi aku jika kau marah tanpa intelek tu namanya bangang sejati.

Akan aku lunaskan kemarahan dalam hati aku ni. 

Suatu hari nanti beb.

Creme de la creme. 

the cream of creams.

Gig. Teater.

Aku cuma budak biasa.

Kadang kala dengar lagu bingit.

Bila insaf dengar nasyid.

Dan cycle tu berulang-ulang.

Iman manusia. Naik turun tu biasa.

Cuma aku fikir jugak kekadang.

"Macam mana nak kuatkan eh?"

Mungkin perlu masa.

Just never ever give up.

Ya aku dah terpesong jauh.

Aku nak cerita pasal budak grunge pergi gig celah bangunan area Hartamas dan bila dewasa kaki teater di Istana Budaya.

Yelah masa muda manalah ada duit nak pi Istana Budaya tgk teater. Lagipun tak kena dengan jiwa muda lagi masa tu.

Lagipun, kalau pergi seorang diri di gig takde masalah coz everyone is your bros.

Single pun takde hal beb. 

Cuba kau bayang gi Istana Budaya sorang-sorang. Gila lonely. Kau tak boleh nak adakan conversation deep dengan sapa2. Boleh je nak pergi sorang aku tak judge. Mungkin korang nak support kekawan kan? Mana la tahu aku dapat lakonkan watak schizo. Korang datanglah nanti ye. Aku belanja tiket.

Nah aku belanja gambar gig aku pernah pergi.

Doubt

Its weird how similar the character that i read.

Shes the same as you.

She lived in Bangi.

You live in Bangi.

She liked Liverpool.

You like Liverpool.

What she said and what u said to me are the same. 

Is it you?

I dont want to think about you -- Simple Plan

Tiba-tiba aku teringat si perempuan rmbut oren highlight kuning.

Aku pernah berdating dengan dia di mapley area Bangsar.

Kami order tosey garing sambil usha orang sama-sama. 

Aku sebenarnya tengah cuba move on dengan semua kenangan dia.

Pelan-pelan kayuh lah kyo.

Aku tau dia sangat special dalam hidup kau.

Kau sekarang fokus belajar.

Sudah-sudah la tu.

Aku tau kau bukan jenis mat bunga jiwang karat yg berdrama cengkerama tv3. 

Kau lebih dari tu ok? :)

Love the same

If i have to proove to you that i love you just the same.

I have to wait for it.

Until i can write a love letter that never ask you to love me back.

And have no one in half of my heart for years. 

Just to proove

That i love you just the same.

Fra.

Thats just enough

I'd always wanted to say that if you're anywhere where i can see.

Thats just enough.

And i'm really sorry for not thinking bout your safety.

I was selfish.

Born to be alone

Is it me?

Or is it my fate to be alone?

It always feels like i'm a statue.

And all the animals are with their partner.

Straying around me.

You know how that feels like?

Do you know it?

Do you?

Hey!!!

Answer me!!!!!!

Kemanusiaan masih terasa garam

Cuba kalian bayangkan jika dunia tanpa agama.

ya zaman Jahilliah. Tepat.

Cuba pula kalian bayangkan jika dunia tanpa kemanusiaan.

pasti

aku 

yang 

sedang

menulis

ini

pun 

mati 

ditikam

depan 

karya 

aku 

sendiri

tanpa

sempat

tekan

publish.

Jadi entri sudah dipublish kan?
Masih berperikemanusiaan kita ni.
*sengih

Brown eyes

You know what.

Your eyes are really beautiful.

Your smile is amazing.

Your face...

Just charming.

Simple and natural.

I miss you always.

In a good way.

Thank you S.

For being my S.

See u soon! 

InsyaAllah.

INSANE/SAINT

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
IM FUCKED YOU KNOW.
FUCKED!

I RARELY CURSE BUT STILL I RESTRAIN MYSELF TO DO SO.
AND I'M SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS RIGHT NOW.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

OH LORD HEAR ME OUT.

I WANT PEACE AND I WANT LOVE!

IS IT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

IF IT IS.
WELL I'M SORRY OKAY!
I'M SORRY!!!

AND NO INTOXICANT MAY RECOVER ME.
AND I DON'T KNOW WEATHER TO BE SAD OR MAD.
ALTHOUGH THE TWO WORDS RHYME TOGETHER.

MAYBE THIS IS THE PROCESS OF BEING INSANE.

OR SAINT.

A dagger, A heart. together.

I can hear tune of piano in my ear.

It was a sad, sad rhythm.

I saw you with my heart, mind.

Always felt like the first time. Always.

I never left.

You did dear...

You did...

And you take my heart and put it in a dark chest with a dagger pierce through it.

Just wait for it to be numb. Fade.

Yes, you

That sweet face of yours i cannot imagine at all.

The veil that covers.

Make me shiver.

In happiness or in pain.

You're there again and again.

Only God can pair us up.

Over the silver lining of the cloud.

You're just lovely and sweet.

Nothing

You're the wicked witch that fall in love with a cheater.

Well, i know i just don't fit in the story.

I'll proove it

One day you'll see.

I'll be a better person than all of you!!!!

You'll see!

Living heartless man

I waited outside.

In the winter snow.

Till summer melt it all away.

autumn leaves fall.

Darlin'

I'm here watching you with her.

Fighting.

Kissing

Killing.

I'm guessing;

Shes your life.

I never wanted to take your life away

Llike you did to mine.

"You are my life..."

I whisper to myself.

Tears froze on my face.

I wish i would go insane.

It would be easier. 

Or worst.

I don't know.

Friends

They always stabbed in each others back;

but now and then they pull out their knife and keep them for later.

"You're stupid sometimes."

"Yes I am but I'm your closed friend, remember?"

"So I'm stupid too then?"

"You're special kind of stupid."

"I love you."

"I'm not gay you know."

"Yeah I know! but i am."

"I love you anyway..."

-----

They are stupid.
but they help each other in whatever situation except when they're killing one another.

They can ripped each others chest and pull out two hearts.
Exchange of hearts.

sew it again.

stab again. ripped again. sew again.

until every pieces of them are with each other.

They smiled as cut each others throat simultaneously for the last time.

A voice far away

It was five years later or maybe ten.

I search for you on that particular day.
Everywhere.

I wish I would find you.
and you would find me.

I would be lonely dear.
Like always I am loner in this world.

Well dear.
please feel this in your heart(you are my heart)

I cried every single day.
before i meet you again.

Its very painful to have no heart.

Just a bottle with one of your love letter inside.
That never beat.

You know how numb it felt(very).
I cannot feel anything except(you).

but now...
maybe or maybe not.

I will be in the corner of the cafe you'd love to go.
Maybe we'll meet there.

again.

Maybe just my soul.
because i do not know how long i would live.

Sweetheart(Please hear me, I'm calling you)

Shivering

It's not cold at all.
My hands, i look at them shivering.
They're very pale.

I'm shivering.
I don't know why.
Maybe my heart began to get cold.

...

Wait...

I don't have a heart.

Or maybe.

you put it in inside a freezer somewhere.

Its so cold.
you're cold.
and I'm getting old.

dear,

every second ticks.

you're my warmth.

dear...

Drive by

I'm angry.
I'm sad.
I feel numb.
I scream it all in my head.

This life is stupid.
am I that stupid?

But do not blame it all to yourself!

so this is a drive by.

*take out my derringer pistol
*bring down the drivers window.

I shot some hookers.
I shot some elderly;
they need to die, they're old and wasted.

headshots.

-----

Parked my car at an empty lot.
I took out my menthol cigarette.
finished it.

*BANG

-----

"Hey, this guy painted the drivers seat red."

"I think its blood."

They threw his dead body in a dump.
And took away his Mercedes Benz 280se 1979.

It was a nice car you know. and---
This tune was heard
[James Blunt - if time is all I have]

Escapade

I went for a drink.
It didn't make me drunk.
Just make me feel the sensation of escapade.

My head exploded.
But still I walked in the park at night.
Without myself realized that the stars watched me behind those dark clouds.
They danced like never before.

The stars are celebrating something.
I think its because my head exploded.

and
my heart...
went missing.

It was because of them.
But i do not want to blame them.

Stupid stars.

Heart to heart

You dont know how much i miss you...

But i can never say it to you dear.

Its because I know you're somebody elses.

I just you to be happy for now.

I never wanted to hurt anyone especially you my sweet.

I'll be alright sweetheart.

I'll be alright...

Please dont hurt me anymore.

Without knowing.

U stab me again.

In front of my chest.

I stay quiet as u stab plenty of times.

But still--

I

Remain

Quiet in my silence.

Because my heart is not there.

I already gave it to you.

And what u stabbed just now

Was only a glass bottle with a letter inside.

It was your love letter for me that I kept;

Always inside.

NUMB IT AGAIN

Just numb it.
again.
again.
again.

Just give me a ship-load of drugs.
I promise i'll be alright.

*Throw away my glass of scotch

I'll be alright dear.
I'll be alright.

I'm tired of never fixing the pain.

Pause

How am I going to move on?
Because I fall in love with you still.
Everyday I fall deeper.
although you're not here anymore.


...

All that i have in Malaysia

Only a Mother that cared and love me too much.

Only a Father that work like hell to keep me out from living hell.

Only a Grandma that worried about me and for me.


Only three.
If they're gone one day, simultaneously.
or any other way.
I think I would no longer stay here.

I would take myself away and never come back until grave on this earth call me.
This grave is called,
Malaysia.

Drugs

I wish I could consume it all and escape from all of this bulls--.
But yeah I have my precious life that God give it to me.
I have my parents and grandma to take care of.

They're always my drugs.
Hate to consume but its good for me.
It's a herbal medication.
minimal and no fatal side effects.

Thank you God for these herbal drugs.
Thank you.

Valium

"Hey over there!"
"Yeah you...".

He approaches some stranger.
He look decent and in his thirties.

"Sup man".
"Can I bum a smoke?".
"Yeah Sure. here, have it all and have this too. A good lighter".
He look confused and say,
"Why...?"

"Just stop asking why, not everything have reason you know".
"Ok, I wont ask that again".
"Sometimes just don't understand b'cause people don't understand why they do that you know".

"People these days or any days just the same".
"Are you talking about yourself?"

"Actually.Yes!"

They both burst into laughter and from stranger they become friends.
Not because of a pack of cigarette.
It's because they open up their heart and mind and share cigarettes and opinions.

life is just weird and us human will never understand.

My lady

Come and join me for a cup of tea.
I pour you some gourmet tea my dear.
I knew you fancy tea so much.
at the cafe in Marais.
The oldest teashop in Paris since 1854.

Sweetheart,
Kindly I greet you with a kiss on your hand, gently. with me wearing black leather glove.
Without even touching your precious skin on mine filthy.
I feed you from my lips if you need it. without even touching your sweet lips.

Take my hand darling.
follow me into slumber.
I would not sleep until you sleep.

I would not sleep next to you but I will stand.
watching--

as i can make a good perfume out of your hair, skin, lips.
Your pure oil condense in the chamber of distillation.
a dab of perfume made out of you will make them think i am a walking angel.

your heart dear,
is like the ship in a glass bottle.
I keep it like it was mine.

all of it is in my head.
and I would never harm such beauty God made.
but I can do anything regardless.

but,
I felt guilt although i did that you in my head.
I am a lunatic to you.

It was bright again,
The light of the sun pierce through the fancy lacy curtain.
and you woke up and saw me bow to you with my right hand over my heart.

you scream in fear.
because again you remember i was your lunatic.
you're my maniac.

you smile again and laugh.
yes you are a maniac darling.

Come--
I am the best.

Merriam

I was straying in my head.
It was snowing. cold. freezing.
I saw this women in red evening coat.
and automatically i say in a low tone like a whisper "Merriam...".
She turned and looked at me and i looked at her with my cold eyes.
She looked like Miriam. Smoothly i take her hand and kissed it gently.

"Nice meeting you here Merriam. Long time no see. Not to worry I do not miss you dear".
I gave her a brief smile and she smiled a very sincere smile.

"I know you missed me Merriam but just for a while".

She then hugged me spontaneously. I was confused.
I hugged her back and then I realized I was in my prison.
I'm a prisoner you see. The thing that I hugged just now was a corpse that I kept for all these years.
She was the love of my life, but i killed her not because I don't love her.

It
is
because
I
cared
and
loved
too
much.

I made these prison for myself.
but one day I will smash it down and that day is today.

While i smash and burn it away from my head.

"I am the best, and I will be the best Merriam".

so I let her free as I let myself free from my own prison.
but she was dead.
I gave her a funeral. A good one.
before she was brought down to her grave. I throw beautiful white flower on her coffin.
It was her favourite flower.

Back to reality. I cry my last cry. Hopefully we will meet again Merriam.

We will reunite again.

I promise you.

Kronos

Berjalan di tepian parit perasan diri tak akan tersalah pijak.

Dan satu lagi langkah dia terperosok ke dalam perit.

Bersama-sama bangkai manusia yang lain. Kesilapan yang sama cuman tewas.

Teruskah dia akan bangun dengan melawan kesakitan kaki yang patah?

Atau cuma membiarkan nyawanya diambil Kronos?

 Kronos tidak suka akan perbincangan. Jika dia mahukan sesuatu maka ia lakukan tidak cepat tidak juga telat.

Tangkas.

Maka si Fulan bangkit dengan kukunya berdarah mengcenkam batu kasar.

Keluar dari perangkap Kronos.

Perangkap kebodohan dirinya sendiri.

Kau yang buat pilihan.

Haha.

Sound of a poor soul

of course you'll forget me.
of course i'm stupid enough to think that you will always remember me.
of course i'm just a fool to you.
My soul.

But i always want you to know.
This heart sincerely love.
And i never wanted to hurt you.
And i never wanted to hurt someone dear to you.
I'm just a human and i did mistakes that I know I shouldn't.

I just want you to be happy with whom you choose.
And i know your beautiful soul won't ever wanna touch mine.

I wish that you will hear my soul sing.
Just for you,
Love.

Dua minit lima puluh saat

Walaupun dia bukan yang tercantik di situ, kau
suka cara dia menyelinap di bawah cahaya matahari
supaya riaknya nampak nakal.
Kau pandang dia dari jauh, dan kau minum perlahan-lahan.
Dia tak pandang kau langsung. Matanya tertumpu pada pasangannya.
Tapi seluruh tubuhnya, sedang meneliti setiap perinci kau.

Ini cinta. Ini metafora. Ini metafora tentang cinta.
Dalam dua minit lima puluh saat, kau akan bangun, pergi dari taman itu dan hilang
dari pandangan dia. Kau takkan bertemu dia lagi.
Dia takkan bertemu kau lagi.
Tapi dalam tempoh dua minit lima puluh saat itu juga, ekstasi ini akan kekal
selama-lamanya.

Light

Just please do not pray for it to fade away from my heart.
Just pray for it to be stronger and light up my heart.
Only that give me hope to live for.

Just please my dear.

I cannot tell

how your present in my life brings this heart to always love.
In every tick of the time.
Yes i'm hurt very much but it heals when i feel your love.
Simultaneously.
But love always stronger than hate.

I know it was just a while.
You're very special to me.
How i wish i could proove it to you.
But i can only talk.

But they said talk is cheap.
I know now that i'm still poor.

I lied

Good morning sunshine!

*light up first cigarette

Productive day ahead
Bismillah.

This is not goodbye, this is just the beginning

Yes, of course i miss you too.

but I have to go for a while.
we never parted my dear,
never.

Only

death

can

separate

us

for

a while...

I'll see you in heaven one day.

if not we could switch places.
I can burn forever.
I just want you to smile for eternity.
and never that smile would fade.

Smile for me my dear or for the sake of yourself.
Yourself that matters the most my sweet.


if fate would let me cross into your life again.
I would say.

hey you,
*hat on my chest
*Smile

Postcards

I’m sending postcards from my heart,
With love for a postmark and then,
You’ll know that you make me,
Feel like we’ve been caught.
Like kids in the school-yard again.
And I can’t keep it to myself.
Can’t spell it any better,
L-O-V-E forever.
I hope you know that I’m,
Sending a postcard,
I don’t care who sees what I’ve said.
Or if the whole world knows what’s in my head.


*James Blunt - poscards
que

James Blunt - Heart to Heart

CALLING FOR DINA ZAMAN!!!

i wish i could meet you dear.
Maybe one day.
Maybe!

InsyaAllah!

Coffee

I drive to my favourite place just now.

opened my spotify and after that youtube to enjoy my moment with some good music.

unzipped my bag and took out Korean pack of Marlboro light Gold.
lighted my cigarette while enjoyed the view from the inside of my car that was parked near a peaceful lake.

*drag my cigarette

and it was my favourite moment.
peaceful.
I smiled and I was happy.
Although my head keep on analyzing stupid things that was not stupid.
It was a good memory.

But i have to keep it in the back of my head and let it sink.

Never to forget.

and keep on driving like nothing happened.

let it rest and let my heart taste it until it is bitter.

Let it all rush through my blood and veins.

Let me be stronger.

eh...

wait...

I smelled like coffee.
*chuckles.

New coming

Sudah lama agaknya tidak menjengah.

*sapukan habuk-habuk

Ya aku kembali.
Moga Tuhan berkati.

rindunya.
*senyum

Theres too many things I wanna write.
but for now...
life is kindda red, orange, black and white.

but still that never stop me for being the best.
The best at heart.
The best to live and walk the earth.
The best that ever to come.

Pray. and I always pray for me, them.
Whoever you're that read this for now.
I say hi to you.
This is me the new...

Kuncara Yuwa Owel.