I have wept many tears before,
but for You I wept my heart out.
The only love that I had,
opens the door to my heart.
Dear Lord.
You're the most merciful.
Any knowledge cannot save me except You.
You are the light of my life.
The love of my life.
Only You.
Dear Love,
How are you..?
I always remember the way you call my name.
It's annoying but still I miss it a lot.
I can't deny that I am not near physically when you need me to talk to.
I feel bad..
I know that you forgive me.
Like you did every single night.
I miss holding your hand before and after I went out.
I miss how I have to rush just to see if you okay.
I still can remember that day.
I was strong just for you and father.
I did not cry although only Allah knows how I feel.
Now--
My life is different without you here in this realm.
I remember how you would make me happy.
You bought me video games that I love so much.
No one can do that for me.
How it is really hard to write about this...
Love...
I will always remember you in my prayers..
I'm not like you.
but--
I did what I can...
I did what I can...
Thank you so much for taking care of me until now.
I love you so much...
One day, we will meet again InsyaAllah...
If you can read this. Please pray for me if you can still pray over there.
Pray for father too...
He miss you too..
Take care over there love...
Take care.
